September 2010
....everything has changed.
i feel like someone has shoved a knife through my throat. fuck saying goodbye is hard. i thought i’d be used to it after all the goodbyes in my life but it will never get any easier. to sum things up, i want to post this song, because it completely explains me a year ago inside and out.
With no sail I have no choice but drift.
Approaching clouds carry me this gift.
Sun dried and...
one year later.
tomorrow will be a big day for me. it is going to be hard as hell but sometimes it is good to let things go and realise that you’re on your own.
about 5 minutes ago i checked the date and realised that 2 years ago this week was a HUGE change in my life. it feels as though these things creep up on me at the end of september for some reason, i’ve noticed. it is getting hard to keep up....
sob
sob sob sob sob sob
boo hoo
obsessed with this song.
open hearted as a heart can be
cause we all a ruin like broken leaves
i give you me in oceans of tears up to my knees
stitched together like pants and sleeves
i carry this carapace worn thin by he and she
danced to dust and dusk and
strung along the highway
i found my way belligerent
following the stars of your eyes
